Life threw in experiences, more to write about.
I gave up then tried again.
I kept trying. I kept trying.
Do you know what Brain fog does? It makes the thoughts and emotions settle into a thick impenetrable fog. It kills creativity. It side tracks and mixes up thoughts. It jumbles research and... Oh the list goes on. But what brain fog has done for me is change my Big Dreams.
I can still write, short pieces. Like this blog.
Does it break my heart? Yes and no. Yes because it hurts to feel my dreams turn to dust. No because I know that I am exactly where I need to be.
Someday, in pieces, I will post the stories I've written, I will post them for an audience who understands the story story may have many voices and may wonder down many plot paths.
For now, the Big Dreams are dust, because one day at a time is where the real story is.
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