If I were to tell you that you would soon be transcending limitations, what does that mean to you? I say it all the time, yet I am only now understanding what it means. Transcending limitations... It's a major characteristic of Neptune, what have I learned?
Imagine now, for a moment, that everything you've been taught or trained ( by others or yourself) is paused. You still know the behavior but cannot behave that way.
I clean and cook and run my business, I worry and fix and worry some more! I plan and prepare and have a plan B. This is me, I have no time to stop, I must keep going, I must keep everyone happy and everything running smooth.
Then Neptune says PAUSE!!! And almost overnight my mobility and clarity are significantly reduced to a bare minimum. Leaving me stripped of the person I have taught myself "I have to be."
Scary? Terrifying!!! But, I have transcended a limitation, despite all of my limitations. I laugh! I don't remember the last time my wonderful husband and I laughed together, been silly together, and took the time to enjoy each moment.
My limitations were perceived, self set and self destructive. Now that I don't have much choice, I am seeing who I am. And seeing that it's okay to relax and not be so seriously driven, I am learning to let go.
It feels amazing to laugh and be silly. It's exhilarating to not be on go mode all of the time. My soul feels as if it's lighter, able to breathe.