I was sinking quickly into a dark abyss, I wanted out but I kept justifying my feelings and reinforcing my beliefs on certain situations. I look back at what happened when the sinking started and I know the moment it happened, but that is more exposure than even I am willing to do.
Today I received the kindest and most honest reply to a post, left by a friend that I have not been able to think of much else all day!
Her words were honest, not sugary, but still sweet and told me what I needed to hear to wake from the dark abyss I have been in! She didn't cater to my pity party but was gentle at shutting the party down.
Her words changed my perspective!
My mind is still in a bit of a fog (possibly medication related) but at least now I see so much that I have been upset about, in a new, realistic light!
It it is easy sometimes to be consumed by unrealistic perceptions, especially when you dwell on them (make mountains out of mole hills.) which I admit I do! But this post isn't about that, this post is to say Thank You, thank you to the friend who shined a light in my darkness so I could see!
Thank you!
With lots of love!
Jody