Today I keep telling myself to be patient, not to worry, because wherever my results will be, they already are whatever they are and stressing will only be tough on me and my family.
So I sit here and smile, and glance at the clock, 3 more hours till my appointment, and pretend like the waiting isn't getting to me. Be patient. Be patient. Be patient.
Then my mind wonders to the "what if's" and I glance, again, at the clock. I remind myself, again, that worrying will not change the results! Be patient. Be calm.
I feel like my life is about to change, but how? How will it change? I am already living with whatever it is.
It already is.