If this is a time for expanding my spiritual self and learning lessons, specific lessons about trust and letting go, I have failed miserably this week.
I'm angry for feeling this way, so I went on a "I'll show you I can do this" rampage, and guess what? I can't "do this" and I think that hurt worse than not knowing my physical limitations.
I am not taking well to relying on other people to help do the things I need done. It's frustrating. It makes me feel incompetent. It's breaking my heart.
These lessons are hard to learn! Spiritual growth is painful!