The appointment with the Rheumatologist is tomorrow morning! I'm nervous, but not because of the possible (probable) outcome, but because Neptune is active in my chart tomorrow= I don't want more vagueness!!!
Yesterday I ranted about friends, but I forgot to mention those who are supporting me! I do have an amazing support system in my husband and son and a few close friends! Feeling sorry for myself was not appropriate! Yes there are those I felt should have been there, instead of stick in their own heads, but duh, I am stuck in mine too!
I promised myself I could mourn until the Dpecialist confirmed the diagnosis, then I have to put on my big girl panties and deal with it! So I shall do just that!!!
How reassuring is it that the Lupus Foundation of America has this (the picture) on their main page~ scary, so yes I feel I have every right to throw myself a pity party!
Because even if we "know someone" with that, no two cases are the same, and I am only living MY CASE of IT~ so today, I shall cry and mourn if I want to!