Getting upset earlier, not napping today, and that's what it took to ruin my night.
Hubby rolls over and asks if I'm alright, I say Yes, he rubs my arm and drifts back to dreamland.
What does that even mean, to be okay? Is it lack of pain? Lack of need for the ER? Or lack of need of a body bag?
It hurts to bad to lay on my left side so I roll to my right, it's not at as bad but the cramping in my stomach gets worse, get up and use the bathroom, oh so dizzy, lay back down, on my back causes more pain--- then it starts over again.
I try to distract myself from it all, that helps temporarily- sometimes.
I try to think positive and accept this is my life from now on.
I try.
I cry.
A lot!
😢